A Lost Soul ...............

Today is a new beginning of a new year 2006. Suddenly feel like blogging my thinkings . Feel a bit lost , dunno why i got such feeling . I think maybe i have been thinking veri far and lot of stuffs. A few day ago, i was thinking of wat i should do when i graduated, get wat type of job, need to earn how much money etc. Also think of my past , wat i have done wrong , wat i have done correct , my family, my relatives, my freds , my army time , my poly time , my pri sch time , my sec sch time and lot more until now. It sometime good to think abt the past and future sometimes now and there. I think i just want a simple and happy life with a good job and hopefully a family if possible . Or maybe it good to be alone too , lol. My mind have been going wild and thinking veri deep. Then just now i was thinking wat will happen when i die, and where human beings come from ???? From Apes to human or god made them ... and if so who made god and who made the earth and so on ...... and also it there a place called hell and heaven ?? Dunno who can answer my questions ?? Maybe i will know the answer when i die , haha ...... Just a few days ago , i was thinking the meaning of life ? y i was born here ? wat am i suppose to do ?? y some ppl r born blind , some born retarded , some born handicapped , some born rich , some born poor , some born handsome , some born ugly ??? Maybe i think helping one another is a good reason to stay alive . Helping the unfortunate ppl . I think that human r veri clever creatures, to be able to do a lot of things , and in the near future , will there be more intelligent creatures be created to replace human ?? Another thing is the end of world .... will it happen ??? it so then wat will happen next ? I still got lot of questions abt soul , abt the earth, abt human nature (good & evil) and recarnation ...........
Hope i can find all the answers to all my questions somehow , somewhere , someday......
In the meanwhile , i think just lead a happy life can liao , dun care wat will happen in the next seconds .........
that all ba , end ..... dunno wat nonsense i writting liao if i continue , lol
bye bye ...........

Ps : btw, i have figure out how to set the time and date for the blog entries liao , lol , need to click on the left corner on the 'Post and Comment options' link then it will appear , wow lau ......