I am back .......

I am finally back in singapore on 25th June 2005 at abt 9pm. Went straight to hospital to visit my grandmother , cos she got a lung infection , sad case. Late nite then went to jalan kayu to dao bao cheese prata and go to my cousin hse at hougang to eat , really miss the food here , haha. Think this is a short holiday , abt 3 weeks only , will be back soon in brisbane suffering again , lol. Sch will commence on 25th July, sianz . Will get the textbooks here becos the textbooks in brisbane veri expensive (abt SG$100+) which i can get for abt $30 or $40+ for the same book. Went to watch a movie called initial D two days ago, it was a nice movie but expensive at $9.50, my freds said the price was increased abt 1 months ago. Also got one problem , i need to choose 3 elective modules for this coming semester and i have chosen 2 and for the last one i dunno which to choose becos the rest of the module was veri difficult and have high failing rate , sigh . Wish to do something which was on my mind for some time but dun have the courage to do it, dunno what is holding me back , maybe i am not confident or ......, i really dunno ... Time flies fast , okie i will stop here cos i am going out soon, see ya.

Ah ma , i miss u .......

Today is Father's Day but i miss my grandmother now. So sad that she had a stroke in year 2000(few days before the chinese new year) and cannot walk , also her memory is fading , have high blood pressure and diabetics. Luckly she got a filial son which is my father who look after her well. She dote on us (me , bro and sis). i still remember when my father want to beat us , she will shield us. She cook good and nice food for us too. How i wish she is well and healthy now. Feel like crying now ... *sob* ... she is born in the year of rabbit , year is 1915 and in her ic she declare as 1912 for some reasons . I was looked after by him since young(since i was born), she will bring and fetch me from kindergarden school in jurong. Sometime will buy toys for me , also brought raincoat for me cos scared that i will be sick if it rains . i am quite good in hokkien, thanks to her cos from young i listen and speak hokkien with her. i still remember when i was scared at nite , i will climb onto her bed and sleep beside her , haha. She is a veri thrifty person, everytime like to pick up old usable things, she likes planting too. Hope all suffering for her will be over soon ..... God bless her ....... If there is any sufferings for her, please give it to me okie ??? go back study liao , SIANZ ...............

feel a bit stress ....

It 18th June and i still got one exam paper on 21th june and the other on 23th June. I can feel a bit stress now, but was veri lazy in studying. Think i get a pass grade is enough but will feel gulity if i dun put in effort to get a better grade. I think i just put in some effort ba. i had obtained abt 29/35 marks for the paper on 21th june , need abt 21/65 marks to pass. For the 23 june paper , i obtained abt 43.8/50 marks, think need 1.2/50 to get a conditional pass or 6.2/50 to get a pass grade. So i think the issue is not on passing , it on if i want to get a better grade or not ?? Wish me good luck and hope i pass or get a better grade ..... and faster go back sg enjoy my life like a king , wo ha ha ha .......

2 more exam paper left ....

still got 2 more exam paper which is on 21th and 23th june but seem like i have no mood to study , dunno y , maybe becos i am a bit sad over something ..... sigh ......... have never been luckly in my life , See how it goes, no point thinking so much liao ...... 4:13 am here liao , i think i study a bit more then go sleep liao.....

What i do today ?

Took my first exam paper today at 11.15am , it a 3 hours paper and the module is called advanced digital communication, should be able to get a grade 5 (65-74 marks). Then come back abt 3pm , went to kfc eat 2 piece chicken with my bro . Come home abt 4pm then try to fix my toliet light bulb which i spolit it a few days ago. I exchange the connector from the balcony one to the toliet cos toliet more important , hehe. but my screw driver not big enough then i went to lent from my fred called jk. When i had finished the replacement , i switch on the main power, my room and bro room and toliet's light does not light up then i do some troubleshooting , actually it quite stupid cos the person who do the wiring for the hse, ground the supply in my room , bro room ,toliet in series to a screw which i unscrew to take out the connector.He can actually do it in parallel and also do a proper grounding, aiyo. Took abt 1 hours to fix it. Btw, now like a bit tired liao cos i sleep this morning at 73oam then 10am woke up, prepare to go sch to take exam, now like have a bit floating feeling , haha. Also my bro booked the air ticket back to singapore liao, it on the 25th June 3pm SQ236, looking foward to see my family , freds in sg, also the delicious foods , hehe . That all , i think maybe rest a while then study...... hope the exam is over soon and i can relax and enjoy ...............

So .....tired ......ZZZzzz

Just hand in one assignment and one report . Time now is 4:55pm , i have been awake since 1am until now , damn tired . Doing the asssignment loh , veri difficult to do , about electromagetic , dielectric waveguide, Maxwell equation, wow lau. Abt 16 hours without sleep wor , but just now afternoon got eat lunch and buy somethings(cookie, juice,biscuits,milk) .The previous day i also sleep at abt 12pm. Now quit relax liao , left with one lab report due on 9th June 2005 (9am) and 3 Exam papers on 15th , 21th and 23th June . Hope will be over soon then i will back to singapore to enjoy ..... cannot tahan liao , i think i go sleep , time is abt 502pm ZZZzzzz........ BTW all posting time is singapore time , haha, cos in my laptop is singapore time.

Sad Love Story

Came across this story.... think i see it before , quite sad ......


Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then...heartbroken, the guy agreed. When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company... "You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!" One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life! Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him. She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again. The End."

haha........

So happy now , hehe. Actually was a bit sianz and unhappy abt my study stuffs then now become so happy liao .... haha , What Happened ?? For me to know and for u to find out , wo ha ha ha .....